Just keep learning.

I am in one those phases in life where I can't seem to keep busy enough. It isn't that life is particularly awful and I am running from anything. It is more that I just need something that occupies my mind and gives me a sense of purpose. I know that raising children and schooling them would be enough purpose for most people but for me I need more. I need to know more and do more and be purposeful in the things I do. I can't put my finger on exactly what is driving me but I think that I am finally getting in touch with something that used to be a part of me. This is the something that was there when I was a young girl living on a farm. I grew up doing things and making thing and being proud of what I created. Somewhere over the years of trying to make this awesome professional career I lost that person. That creativity slipped far away and that sense of being touch with something that made me "Me" was lost. Lately I feel that I am finding that person again and can't seem to keep that need filled fast enough.